Hurt so bad hurts so bad in my head lies stop stop stop shut up SHUTUP
Sunday 2 March 2014
Help
They won’t let me out they wont
let me cut I need to cut hungry the voice in my head so loud it hurts please
god help me im coming apart they wont listen I don’t want to hurt them but I cant
I cant I cant I cant I cant iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Hurt so bad hurts so bad in my head lies stop stop stop shut up SHUTUP
Hurt so bad hurts so bad in my head lies stop stop stop shut up SHUTUP
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Did they rip your teeth out, little lamb? It won’t be as easy as using a knife but you need to level yourself out now. Sate the hunger
ReplyDeleteHurts tomuch I cant
Deleteyou would prefer the alternative?
Deletenono
DeleteThen do it. Take some control for once and help yourself because neither your god nor the priest will
ReplyDeletebettr that’s better
DeleteYou did it? Heh... Good girl
DeleteWhyd you help?
DeleteBecause I was hoping that we could talk
Deletewhat do you wantto talk about?
ReplyDeleteWell, you mentioned the voice in your head… Why don’t we start there? What does it tell you?
DeleteIts hungry making me hungry It wants blood tearing flesh it wants to consume
DeleteAh the hunger… I bet chewing through your own flesh sated it quite a bit. I bet it tasted great too.
DeleteMaybe maybe it did but I won’t hurt them
DeleteWho said anything about that, whelp?
Deleteit hates this place and it hates Father Brien and it lies it says that he lies and that god is a monster and that their going to kill us
DeleteOh? What makes you so sure that it's lying?
DeleteHeh heh heh Knitty, I see what you're doing.
ReplyDeleteHey Laura, how about, for once in your life, you stop listening to other people, how about you stop listening to Father Brien, to Knitty, to the Substance inside of you, to God and for once, FOR ONCE in your worthless life make your own decisions? How about making your life actually mean a damn? Huh?
You don't want to hurt anyone? Then don't. You don't want to believe the substance? The don't. You want to be in control? Then BE in control. Stop whining, bitching and moaning, and put a LITTLE effort to fulfill your own desires.
You don't really want to follow Father Brien, you don't really believe in that God mumbo jumbo, do you? No, I doubt it. The only reason you believe in it, is because that old fart, Father Barny used your fear of Marshmallow to his advantage, just like the rest of that flock of yours. Honestly, he's no better than Marshmallow, using fear of others, to his advantage, to convince others in HIS truth, it's just pathetic.
And the Substance inside of you, is clearly trying to take control over you, to consume you, it wants to rip and tear, because that's the only thing it knows how to do.
You don't want none of that, in fact you don't know what you want, so how about you start finding out what you want. And how about, you take the first step towards achieving that, by making your own rules, your own beliefs?
Yessss Laura. Try new things. Find out what you like. You might like human flesh. I mean I think it tastes like wool but you decide.
DeleteDo you indeed see, Calavera?
DeleteYou know you could just kill them all now and then you wouldn't have to worry about hurting them 'cause it'd be over and done with. And I could just end the comment there, but I'll continue.
ReplyDeleteYou were right about the substance, about KnitWolf sneaking in. So - why do you question your perceptions? There's clearly nothing wrong with your vision, with your head, nothing you've perceived has clashed with reality. KnitWolf and Mr Brien have either been wrong, or lied. But you, kidda, you know what you are seeing with your own eyes, so have some trust in yourself and fucking do what you like. That's what I did.
People used to call me a crazy homeless kid when I was seeing the Slender Man. At first I doubted myself, nearly let myself die. Then I thought, why the fuck am I letting these people tell me how I feel and what I see? Only I know these things. They ain't shit.
Father Brien wants what’s best for us. He dosn't want me to be scared you dont know anything your all making my head hurt
ReplyDeleteDoes he really? What if he is brain washing all of you, what if in reality he servers The Big Tall Thin Monster Man, and he is just jamming you and the flock inside one place, to offer as a piece offering? I mean he lied to you before, he didn't trust you, why do you still follow the man? After all the things he had done to you?
DeleteHe didn't lie. He didn't trust me but he didn't lie. Hes only tried to protect us and if he was on the devil's side then the devil would nt have gotten burned
DeleteHe wants what's best for you? Oh yes, I can certainly see that by the way he locked you into a room to suffer for days; by the way he refuses to do anything but blindly follow his “god”
DeleteCognitive dissonance stings a bit, doesn't it?
DeleteJust let go of all Father Brien expects of you, let go of what God expects of you, let go of what we expect of you, let go of what the Wolf expects of you, let go of what the azoth expects. Let all the pressure off. Why should you be running around trying to please them? What have they REALLY done for you? Why not just please yourself, look around, see how the world looks and figure out what you want.
He’s doing what God wants. He’s doing the best he can. You don’t know don’t know anything about him or god. Father Brien and the others here are the only family i have. I
DeleteI just want to be good. My parents and sister would have wanted me to be.
Oh I am sure that he is doing all that that thing asks.
DeleteI may not know god, my dear, but neither does your priest, I suspect.
As for your family... Do you really think that anyone deserving of that title would want you to suffer like this? Do you really think this is what your parents intended for you?
Don't try to talk like you care about my suffering because I kno you don't. Your the one who stuck me with this stuff in the first place. None of you actually care about what i want, you all just want to mess with me or mess with each other
DeleteHeh... You're quite right. I don't care. As the villain of your little story it is not my job to care about your pain, now is it?
DeleteBut, I never said that, did I? I never said that I cared. I'm not making false promises of relief or escape. No, that is what the priest is for. I'm not trying to hide what I did or act like you should forget about the Azoth, or your sister for that matter, but consider this: Who brought your family into this horror show in the first place? Not I. Not Ritter either
Just think about that.
The Archangel is not here, whelp. Neither is God nor the devil. Just a creature, a fool, his flock and you. As I said before: take some control for once and help yourself because neither your god nor the priest will.
Laura, I think you should kill them and eat them)))))
DeleteAre your nails very long or sharp? You could use those instead of a knife.
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