Guess I couldn’t stay away forever

Or maybe I just wanted some human company aside from the people who are following me.

I don’t know if they think I’m too stupid to notice them or if they just don’t care if I do or if they actually want me to. Either way, they haven’t done anything other than follow me so far. I’m hoping that they don’t decide to change that while I’m writing this. 

I’m going to guess that they’re proxies. At least I hope that they are. I never thought I’d say that but it’s true. I really don’t want to have to deal with other Fears or their servants and I think other runners are just as likely to try to kill me because of Stitch.

Speaking of proxies, I wonder what happened to daddy longlegs himself. I haven’t seen him since I left the cabin. It was probably a good decision to go rather than stay but I still miss Fell and Hart. 

At least I’m not completely alone. Stitch talks to me every now and then, when I need it. It wraps around me like a blanket whenever I need to sleep. It wanted to stay at the cabin, but despite that, it still keeps me warm and makes me feel a little better which makes the alleys, basements and bridges easier to take.  

I still need to feed the hunger, but I’ve been able to do that with my own blood. I guess that plan is working better now that there is no one around to stop me. Isn’t that right Father Brien? hehehe I hate you and I’m glad you’re dead you fucking bastard

Other than that, I’ve just been trying to live while trying to figure out what the next step is. I’ve been haunting the local libraries when I can; reading up on necessities as well as learning about things that interest me. Did you guys know that Japanese honeybees can kill invading hornets by letting them into the hive, surrounding them and producing enough heat to cook them? Did you know that there is a type of fungus called cordyceps that sends out spores that infect ants and makes them climb a plant and attach themselves? When they die, the fungus grows out of the body, releases the spores and the whole thing starts over again.

That’s all for now I guess. My coffee and sandwich are finished and the guy at the cash looks like he’s getting ready to kick me out. I don’t want to spend more money just to stay on here a bit longer. Assuming the people who are following me don’t decide to attack when I leave, maybe I’ll see if I can find an unprotected network or something